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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

10:05 PM - KUKUBEAN

I would like to begin today's post with a very True and Profound quote by Mother Teresa

"If you judge people,you have no time to love them"
---Mother Teresa

This is profoundly true in each and every word. To stop and think of it, I have to agree to a full extent. So far in my life, I will always try to Criticise, pin-point, doubt other people's flaws. I confess openly that I seldom take a good look at other people's merits. Its a tough realisation though but im glad that i managed to Spit everything out !! those who feel like an Ass after reading it, I think its perfectly natural :) - (human tendency)

I dont know why I always feel unsatisfied, incomplete, unfulfilled, discontented.... and the list goes on.... maybe its part of growing up I serious do HOPE... Whenever im out with my rather close friends, I usually feel a strong sense of fury and anger welling up in my head, and my stupid brain keep telling me that I dont want to mix with them. However, deep down, I know that I really don't want that to happen... ITS like a second me taking over ME !!! and im having a debate in my mind, and as a result, I tend to oppress a lot of anger bottled up within myself.. SO, im really sorry to Rahayu, CY, and KY. This is the best explaination I can offer, to accept or deny is all up to you.

Now that the major badminton training is over, I feel lost. Im at a loss totally !!! I have no JOB & no MONEY.. After the Major tournaments, Im back to square one... still nothing in life... WHo can help me out here ???

Yesterday I went down to Queensway SC with KangYang & CongYao. I realised that those shirts actually DO have cute designs afterall :) I bought 2 Tees at around $20++ , SOO cheap for such CUTE stuffs ?? OMG, its definitely a steal MAN .... KY bought more stuffs as he is going to Japan at the end of the year, so jealous.... we crapped, joked and shopped. Well, its gonna be the last few times we get to do that, so might as well have more fun right ? I spent about $85 in all, came home with an empty wallet, Guah Guah Guah ...

Today, I wanted to go band in school, but i woke up a bit too late, so I didn't go in the end... So sorry. But im confident that the Juniors are able to handle the pieces very well by now, so I will turn up for a few more and they're on their own !! Good Luck DIKIE !!
Adeline smsed me today too, she said that Singtel to Singtel got free sms de. Izzit true ??? I dunno man... so Suah Gu ... she's a cute little galgal, when I first saw her I thought she was in the wrong school.. Should be TWPS - Teck Whye Primary School !! hahahahah, she tried to cheer me up, and we smsed nonsense too. she's little-gal cute type - period.

Hope things look up for me in the next few days :) thanks for reading such nonsense, makes me feel better. HAHAHAHAHA. CYA

Distance is no longer a boundary.